WHEN I CHOOSE THE BEST

1 Peter 1: 18 For as much as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers;

Ephesians 4:17 This I say therefore, and testify in the Lord, that ye henceforth walk not as other Gentiles walk, in the vanity of their mind,



I wrote a song when i was young titled "Cosmic Loneliness". It was about the loneliness experienced by anyone who had been rejected by another in pursuit of the best one and how i too have been guilty of such. I have forgotten the exact wordings of the song but the thoughts had remained within me...

Having been born about 15 years after the nuking of Japan...i have been brainwash into believing that the only acceptable form of family is the "Nuclear Form". It was a family composed of a father, a mother and one or more children or none at all! I dreamed of having one especial girl...which i pursued and searched for until i found my wife back in 1983.Then one year later, I was just 24 years old then, i got married.

But reality sets in...actual experiences in the field disturb the brainwashing i received...by the age of 25 i was conscience stricken by actual happenings in myself and my wife...found myself still attracted to other girls! So i pursued a deeper study of the Holy scriptures which opened my eyes to what is Truth!

Having walked in the vain conversation of my forefathers...what i learned from scriptures clashed with the traditions of men that i was taught! I began to see the resultant miseries and destructions from the wrong systems and false taboos being taught! I had long heard from some Muslims how they said that the Christian societies were sick but the Christians did not know it...now after the long spiritual experienced, I agree!

I agree that the when men choose the only best girl for themselves...this creates hundred of millions of spinsters and cougars! I agree that the resultant miseries and loneliness created by those that unknowingly create such a bad situation creates even more negative forces to undermine and destroy the fragile form of family which men created-the nuclear form! This is the only form of family that had been constantly destroyed...but still the blinded people cannot see the reasons why! I agree that the one eyed Dajjal or the one eyed antiChrist shepherds have their field days in so called Christian societies- a deceived societies-made drunk by the Mother of Whores! Drunk people are not sober enough to know what is right or wrong!

Now i pray to my Father in heaven and not to my mother in heaven...as my Lord Jesus taught me...it was through my grandmother Eve that Satan plunge humanity toward death....so the subtle enemy uses the same techniques today...Ave Mama ...instead of Abba Father!

Now i will have the freedom not only to choose the best among the girls but also to help the lesser ones! Where the spirit of the Lord is...there is liberty!

VICTIMS OF THE BIG BIG LIE

Living in a society far detached from the Laws of God....a society confuse...a society held captive by the master of deceit and subtle destroyer...i find it hard to live a life of happiness and ease...

As I laid down and look at the ageing face of first wife- the wife of my youth...grief took hold of me. The plan was in place for me to also be with my second wife...and in my society...the two or the three of us could never live together....with the first wife staunchly against any idea or reality of  a second one...but the fact was, there was a second one.

And as I look at her sleeping peacefully by my side...now our children are grown...I pitied her knowing that there would be nights when she would be without me at home...I wanted to at least bring my two beloved together...but it would be a bad idea in this deceived society...all hell would break lose and rumors too!

I had tried using the two edged sword of the word to pierce the wool on her but to no avail...no amount of hammering in of the truth could otherwise convince this ignorant daughter of Eve to change her wrong way of thinking. She was not a serious student of the Word and probably I have not live godly as i should or perhaps there is a chance that she would wake up...it is my prayer to my Father that that she would wake up!

I sang softly the song i compose for her long ago...

"I was walking down
Down on the human highway
Along the trail
I saw a girl
And ask if she go my way...

Now its been long long years
Since I knew her
But she still doesn't know me
She still doesn't know my Jesus

It's my prayer
That you would give her light
That she might eat
.The Bread that You gave her...

She did ate some
Some of the Bread that was given
Yet she was
Not out of her
Confusion and despair..."